Monday is my day of rest. With an ingrained, conditioned life of DOING and survival, resting and not DOING becomes an internal struggle. "What if rest is okay," says my subconscious mind, "resting is wasting time," says my conscious mind.
The wrestle and battle between the conscious and the subconscious mind is a battle lost. I discovered this. Walking 33 years with chronic pain and a magnet that attracted low self-esteem, low self-worth, and abuse, I knew I needed to recode my mental narratives.
Coming from a past of being diagnosed with my pain all in my head and the plaster for pain, being antidepressants, I was conditioned to show up and push through. I took on the challenge and not only pushed through, I achieved and met my goals. I over-achieved goals, I made BIGGER goals. I pleased everyone, by DOING.
When I walked away from my abusive marriage with 33 dollars and no home and the unknown, when I wrestled with the health system feeling unheard and had no answers, when I lost my job before a fourth and major operation with no plan B and no income, I had one thing I could cling to. We can often forget what we didn't know and when we didn't know it.
Do you have Faith, or Spirituality that helps you deal with your lows? Would I be crazy to ask you to "Put your hope into something bigger than you? The story of unseen things above. "I did!" When I did I saw differently. I heard more clearly. When I heard more clearly, I saw differently. I developed a Super Grin. Walking in Faith being true to oneself means being honest about who you are and what you want out of life.
It means, not compromising your values or goals to please others or fit into a certain mold. This honesty with oneself can lead you to making "YOUR" decisions and being true to your authentic self. Making and pursuing meaningful goals.
Listening to my message at church this week I had an internal giggle, a flutter of funny when I reflected on the words "what are our people putting their hope in?" Something bigger than themselves!" "Ha ha seriously" I said to myself "Everyone is consumed by believing this is it. This is life. It's just the way it is?" I know "sha la, ba la, ala, ala, bala" came the talk of tounges in my vocabulary, silenced beneath my breath.
Are you happy? Are you content? Are you excited about what's ahead?
What are you putting your hope in? Something bigger than yourself?
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